The Wings of Fate.

My current poems are about war. The current global conflict that has started with the Israel-Gaza War and the Russian-Ukrainian War will metastasize into World War III. This is inevitable. These works are a spiritual meditation on the nature of war and human suffering. It seems the more we try to stifle this natural human impulse, it cannot help but manifest in our world.

This war signals the final days of the Kali Yuga, the Age of Darkness. Humanity is going through a crisis which will signal the end of the modern world and a return to simplicity. These works are a documentation of this spiritual crisis.

THE WINGS OF FATE

  

Lift the wings of the child of ruin

Who wields the sword

Flashing with the sun at dawn.

He brings us refuge

From the curse of time and the blisters

On our lips.

 

Lift the wings

Of the painted bird mutilated by the crows

For wearing the colors of

God

And whispering the sacred name

In the wind that blows through the ruins

Of civilization.

 

See the hawk fly over the field

That’s scorched by bombs,

Where the soil is mutilated and bleeds

From the tracks of tanks.

In the ditch is the naked body of a woman held

By a dead soldier

In a failed attempt to save her from the mouth

Of the Abyss.

 

The hawk saves us from the world’s transgressions

Against our great mother’s heart.

He brings us her grace in the morning

As she kisses the world

With

The

Sun.

 

We see the horror unfold in the flesh torn

By the beak,

And we see the women weeping

For their sons and daughters who were stolen

In the darkness of midnight.

 

These bloody bones shock the world

From its slumber

But we’re drifting in the astral stream with the

Old gods

Who burn behind our eyelids as we hide

From the brutal light.

Through their holy sacrifice,

We’re saved from the darkness of the night and the

Death

Of

The

Sun.

 

We’re alive again

Dreaming of the blackness dispersing

As the flares light up the sky

And illuminate the faces of the dead.

We’re the living ones

Who put the world back together with the mortar

Made from crushed bones

And we’re the roses of truth

Growing in the broken stones,

Melted steel, and gravel.

 

This is the summer before death

When the heat rises from our bodies as we

Lay in bed,

Our flesh together,

Our sacred sting still aching on our lips.

The July heat keeps us listless

But the war comes on the horizon,

When we’ll wash this sin of the race away so we can

Receive the blessings

Of history.

 

 

 

 

Christianity, Marxism, and the Destruction of the West.

The political situation in America has gone into strange territory.  Much of this has a spiritual connotation, as the chaos of both political parties contributes to the mental and cultural decline of our civilization.  There seems to be no center, neither politically or spiritually, and we’ve gone off into the Abyss into extreme, cultish behavior.  Most of this is on the Left, but it is nascently infecting the Right.

               This chaos is due to the waning influence of the Christian religion in our society.  European culture, of which America is a part, had its ethnic religions ripped away from it 1700 years ago and had it replaced by a foreign cult called Christianity.  This has had the effect of homogenizing the different peoples of the West, and keeping them hypnotized and working against their best interests.  Christianity requires a slave-like attitude.  The individual in the cult of Christianity has no personal agency.  He is just a victim of the forces of the world without a spiritual center, praying to a god that is “out there somewhere.”  This anthropomorphic god then dispenses boons based on “good behavior” and the recipient then marches along with "faith,” hoping things will just “work out.”

               In the Pagan Traditions, the Initiate lives in the moment, connected to Supranatural Consciousness.   They exist in a state of temperance and balance while receiving messages from the Divine in the form of sign, coincidence, and omen.  Rather than praying to a god “out there somewhere” for help, God exists all around in nature and in space and time.  “God,” is a part of oneself.  The Divine is the essence of all godforms that exist within your psyche.  Being polytheistic, various gods represent certain philosophical concepts and energies that in nature and in one’s Self.  One summons the gods and goddess for assistance in trying situations or for beneficial outcomes.  Overall, one lives in a state of balance connected to a higher state of consciousness called “Intellectual Intuition” which exists above the rational and irrational.  It is a metaphysical, experiential relationship with the Divine as it manifests in our temporal world.  There is no “belief” nor “faith.”  There is only action in accordance with higher principles and Cosmic Consciousness. 

               The concepts of Original Sin and Vicarious Atonement have engendered in the Western consciousness a self-loathing, which according to Christian theology, is inherited at birth, so even as an infant, one is a “wretched sinner.”  This sinner must then look to Christ to absolve them of their sins.  Upon confession and repentance, the sinner then goes back to their normal routines and behaviors, returning to church every Sunday to beg forgiveness.  The standards become impossible to uphold, so the “sinner” then becomes a slave to their vices in a cycle of guilt, reward, and punishment.  Whatever “sin” one is trying to expunge now happens more frequently due to the extreme authoritarian method to suppress it.  Pagan Tradition understands the concept of what in the Indo-Aryan Tradition is called Karma and what in the Nordic Germanic Tradition was called Orlog.  This, at its most elementary definition, is the concept that past actions dictate present circumstances.  This is the Cycle of Time and Dharma that is the Universe in manifestation.  In the Nordic Germanic Tradition this is called Wyrd.  In the Thelemic Tradition this is called “achieving Hadit.”

Unlike the Pagan Traditions, Christianity has a deep hatred of the body, so it engenders in the Westerner a sense of disgust with and a denial of oneself.  This has contributed to the hatred women have for their bodies, obesity, and a host of sexual dysfunction in men and women.  The hatred of sex that Christianity exhibits often results in a host of sexual perversions.  The temperance of the Pagan Tradition and the focus on the Divine Feminine offers an alternative to the Abrahamic consciousness of self-loathing.  The Pagans saw sex as holy and sacred.  It was viewed as a source of health.

How does all this relate to the current political situation in the West?  The concept of Original Sin in Christian theology has been transposed onto Marxist thought in the form of the racial and gender ideology called Intersectionality.  It posits that all of Western culture is oppressive to the “Other” which is a term used to describe “non-white peoples” and those who are not heterosexual.  It operates under the faulty notion that only Indo-European people can be racist and that all “white” men are sexist and racist oppressors who have constructed an all-encompassing “white capitalist heteronormative patriarchy” to enslave these so-called marginalized people.  Rather than catering to merit and virtue, this creates a culture of victimhood and Nietzschean ressentiment directed at the supposed oppressor i.e., the “white man.”  This assault on Indo-European culture is based on a faulty metaphysics and denies the cognitive and physical abilities of different groups.  What occurs in this atheistic form of metaphysics is that one can change their gender in a form of inverted narcissistic pseudo-spiritual initiation, or one can see racial discrimination in innocuous things, dragging people into struggle sessions and Kafka trials to get them to confess their “sins” of racism, sexism, homophobia, etc.  This is what I call “Late Christianity,” the materialist debasement of spirituality into communism and persecution of thought.  It is the reason why all of our art and literature is viewed as sexist and racist.   This ideology is why Third World migrants are allowed to move to Europe and America in large masses as a form of cultural revenge for supposed racial sins.   Original Sin and Vicarious Atonement in a spiritual sense engenders a lack of personal responsibility, while the piety of the religion itself gives the individual both a sense of spiritual superiority and a lack of intellectual curiosity; all toxic for spiritual growth and is the reason for the collective stupidity and narcissism on display in the modern West.  Original Sins of racism and sexism are confessed and purged, whether one is truly guilty of these transgressions or not.

I posit that the West has yet to get out of the Dark Age caused by Christianity, even with the technological progress we’ve made.  We have in our culture a form of scientism which has become a sort of Scientific Nationalism, which intends to enforce scientific dogma upon the West in the place of decayed and debased Christian dogma.  All of it is based on mind-control and a lack of cultural curiosity.  This makes the population easy to control by the Leftist elite.  It is the world solidification from spiritual consciousness into hard matter and materialism.  It is the deadening of consciousness.

What is needed is a return to the ancient Pagan Traditions.  Their morality is based in honor and truth.  This reconciles all morality and replaces the toxic authoritarianism of Christianity with a code of chivalry, manners, and aristocracy that creates a world of passionate, courageous, and honorable men and women.  Pagans also worshipped the body, which in turn engendered physical health.  The ancient Pagan world understood the roles of men and women as the Priest and Priestess, this leads to a balance in society.  The Priest is the earthly manifestation of God, and the Priestess is the earthly manifestation of the Goddess.   Also, the Pagan world did not separate science from its Traditional spiritual wisdom.  As scientific advances were made, the religion changed along with it, adding new attributes and dimensions to the gods and goddesses.  The Christian religion, especially in its Late Protestant forms assigns scriptures to a historic literalism in its unquestioned theology, thus taking what is complex symbol assisting in mystical initiation and turning it into a toxic delusion that creates not only a separation of theology and science, but a separation of God and mankind from nature itself. 

The collapse of the West into Marxism is due to the nature of Christian theology.  All of its concepts are stifling to the mind and damaging to the body.  It takes us away from our true spirituality and wisdom and engenders a lack of curiosity and an inability to see nuance and to reconcile the abstractions and ambiguities that exist in life.  This is why we have the extreme political division in our country and it is the reason why you see desperate, Cultish behavior on the progressive left and within the Christian Church.  It is the cause of mental illness and the spiritual decay of our country.  Only with a return to the Pagan and Hermetic Tradition will the spiritual center of our civilization be restored and will our culture rise again to greatness in its arts, philosophy, religion, and politics.  This Hermetic Tradition will be explored in this journal in all its aspects as it relates to the evolution of human consciousness. I hope that in a small way this assists in the revival of the West.

 

DIONYSUS

Many conservatives in the United States shy away from being involved in the arts.  They think either that it is “sinful” if you’re a Christian, or that its not pragmatic if you’re a fiscal conservative.  True conservatism is rooted in the European Traditions.  Great art is of Apollo and Dionysus, the creative expression of Light and Dark and Sex and Death. 

               I’d like to share one of my recent poems from a future book I’m working on.  My other work is available here on my site and on Amazon.

 DIONYSUS

  

Let us call upon the child

Who brings the cure for disease,

Who in sacred rites binds the Earth with the Sun.

Let us now call upon the lover

Who breaks the bread

And pours the wine

For our holy sacrament and divine feast.

 

This is the rite of the dawn,

That breaks open the gateway between the light of creation

And the void.

Let us call upon the goat

Who pierces the veil with a song

Of lightness and intoxication.

He’s nailed to the tallest tree in the forest

Redeeming all desire

While the women dance in the circle and swim naked

In a river of red.

 

Light the torches

And sacrifice the calf for the oracle,

The last voice of truth

That brings down lightning from the eye of God.

Let this new era of freedom begin

With the violence of the ritual

And the ruddiness of the skin of Our Lady

As our lord plays his hymns on the golden lyre just for her.

Let us all give praise to our holy one

The dancing goat

As the power of the stars

Comes

On

Down

In

White

Fire

Bringing light to our civilization collapsing under the weight

Of all the women and their desire

To find a ghost on the screen willing to tell them

They are all beautiful

And real.

 

An Inauguration...

This journal is an exploration into occult symbolism and philosophy of the Traditional Western religions.  It is also going to be an exploration into the nature and theory of Western Art.  Along with this, the current political climate of our age will be analyzed from a Pagan Traditionalist perspective.  It is my hope that one finds spiritual truths and a way to embark on one’s own path toward celestial consciousness through engaging with the techniques and philosophies in my writing.

               Several days before this writing, former President Donald J. Trump a candidate for the 2024 U.S. Presidency was nearly assassinated.  Mr. Trump seems to be the only bulwark, the lone warrior of Truth in the West against the forces of dissolution.  The chaos in Western society has been more and more pronounced in the last 20 years or so, especially since September 11th 2001 in the United States and mass migration from the Middle East to Europe. 

This age of chaos began in the 19th century with the industrial revolution, but the seeds of it were planted 2,000 years ago with the Christian destruction of European civilization.  We in the West are in a state of final collapse, and this is quite apparent from the events surrounding the attempt on Donald Trump’s life.  We are in the state of pure dissolution of the last days of the Kali Yuga.  The West has been invaded by the Third World, the nations are in debt and struggling economically, and there is no Tradition of spirituality of European culture to bind our civilization together.  The Cult of Intersectionality dismisses all of Western art, history, science, literature, philosophy, and spiritual wisdom as being of “white supremacy” and calls for it to be dismantled.  Also, the Marxist Left calls for the cultural and spiritual genocide of the Indo-European peoples, while the supposed “religion of the West” Christianity, a foreign Middle-Eastern cult, has no influence on society and has now become postmodern kitsch.  The Christian-Marxist hostility toward culture has made the average Indo-European an empty shell, filling his time with pointless distractions and a general sense of ennui.

               The return of the Pagan world and the Primordial Tradition begins the Satya Yuga or the Golden Age.  This is a symbol of cultural regrowth and a society in union with Supranatural Consciousness.  The average citizen of the modern world can no longer possess their time, and have lost the keys to Initiation.  This journal, and my writing in general, is dedicated to the revival of this Perennial Philosophy and magical Tradition. 

               I’ve been an artist, performer, and writer for the last 30 years. In my work, I use occult symbolism.  This journal will also be an exploration into the occult and Pagan imagery and themes in art.  It is my contention that art is shamanism, a communication from Universe B manifesting in Universe A.  The phrase “to draw” means “to bring out,” and in the process of drawing, I’ve communicated with elementals and godforms from what is called the Mauve Zone.  In theatre, I have felt the spirit.  All of these concepts will be described here.

               My philosophical influences are Julius Evola, Rene Guenon, Oswald Spengler, Friedrich Nietzsche, Martin Heidegger, Aleister Crowley, and Jack Parsons.  These thinkers provide the foundation for the writing presented here.  The spiritual path I follow is Thelema, a Greek word which means “Will.”  It is the synthesis of what I call “Southern Paganism” which includes the Greco-Roman Mysteries, the Sumerian cults, and the Egyptian and Chaldean Gnosis.  I have also been initiated into the mysteries of the Seid of the Nordic-Germanic mysteries and the Code of Troth (Asatru.)  This, along with the Celtic and Druidic cults, is what I call “Northern Paganism.”  It is my goal with this endeavor to bring the mysteries of the ancient Traditions of the West back to our society.

 

                                                                                                         Joshua Christopher Ruebl

                                                                                                         Kalki-Aiwass 418-666.